The past week

so this past week has kind of been a roller coaster. last Sunday after spending a whole day at the beach, i came home, and called my mom to get her advice on what i should do about the whole journal thing. we talked about it for a min and then she told me a bout some bad news. My best friends' father had died.. It was pretty devastating because both of our families are very close. so for most of last week i just kind of went through the motions. i went to practice, i played soccer and tried to hurt some people. and class i barely listened. wednesday i went to a Discover Sevilla/ Toba Turbo party and it was alright just i couldn't get out of it. Thursday i finally kind of broke. I am a reall ybad public speaker and had to give 2presentations.. the first one was good, the second one, i started crying in class... I'm 22 and i broke down in the middle of class. freaking great. so when a few of my school mates were like screw it it's vonne's bday we're getting dressed up and going to buddah, i went along, because i needed a drink badly, and i kne wi could get them for free. (another toba/DS party, i get free shit.) so i got all dressed up, and ended up at Buddah.I got in free was talking with a few of my co-workers, and headed to the third floor, one of my teammates happened to be friends with my co-workers, Manu. And i ended up hanging out with him most of the night. We goofed around had a few drinks, and at the end of the night he asked for my number, which isn't normal for spainards. Friday i kind of lazy, and hung out by the river with Toba's intern, Leslie, went out again with her this time, and crashed early. Saturday i beached it up and rode horsed through Donana National Park, I am now brown and i got to ride a horse on a beach, take that for romantic. Sunday i walked around in Maria luisa park, saw the spring, flower festival, and then Manu called. WE hung out in the park, then he took me on a scooter ride, got coffee, walked around the Barrio Santa Cruz, and had dinner. ha i went on my first real date in God knows how long... it was kind of nice. we didn't do anything super special, but it was great to just run around the city, ride on a scooter, and talk spanish.